Well as far as missionary slang goes I am now what they call a dead missionary. I have found that the mission is like life times 100 --the good things are really good and the bad things are really bad. But I have loved every instant of my mission. It was the best decision of my life to come and serve the Lord. I have learned more about who I am, and what I am capable of thanks to our savior Jesus Christ. I have gotten to know better who He is and what He has done for me and for everyone of us. I know that the Lord wants to best for us. And the best ONLY comes through the gospel of Jesus Christ. That is why it is so hard to be a member (or a missionary) of the church. Because hard things are always the things that last and the things that end up changing us in the end. So I may be dead as far as the mission goes but I know that death is only the beginning. I love you all!